Old giggles....

I got up after awaking from a weird dream; it was a bad dream but it was a good dream as well. I recall the dream as me flying in an airplane along with family and church members and us losing flight because we sail off to the air from a hangar actually off a freeway with cars and buses, bobbing and weaving in traffic at a fast pace. I can remember the pilot having the voice of Angel, my stepcousin. I can recall the plane trying to glide in the air but somehow the path was not provided for that be possible. I was at the very tip of the plane; near the landing gear area and as the plane was losing balance I recall God telling me with his infinite wisdom, whatever you do, don't fall into the cold water. I glanced at the thought that those people in the back of the plane were going to not only die but hit that water hard once the plane slams. As God continue to guide me and show me direction in the dream, he led us near a "fence" and I was able to grasp the "fence" me and someone else who appeared to be Sean "Diddy" Combs. I remember hanging on the fence in my candid-Spideresque manner. I remember the plane falling still and sailing away from where I landed. I spoke out the words I love you to Sean because that is what God revealed to me once the spirit fell into my heart. I did not want to die. I immediately remembered my mother and grandmother and church members, the need to try and help them as soon as possible. As I got close to the site where the plane crashed, I can see the people being brought up from the water, and my dear mother was being air-lifted to safety, I stretched out my hands and carried her like an infant in my arms. She appeared to be in shock but she was actually faced with amnesia from the crash, she did not recognize me, I then murmured still full of joy and the spirit of God filling my chest, "I am your son." She could not place me in her memory, I had to stress to her, you have two sons and one granddaughter. She did not understand. My grandmother stood off away from me, alright and so were so many others I recognized from the church. I could not do nothing but Praise God for His mighty acts. What a God we serve. I can remember that "fence" showing up just when I need it most and it kept me from dangers, seen and unseen. So many times God showed up and showed out in my life. I thank him for being a fence all around me -every day. I awoken from the dream in prayer and I continued to fast as we were directed from church on the previous night in honor of our pastor. I felt so good awaking in God's presence-- alone in His presence.
Went over Aunt Jessie's place and sat there for most of the evening until about 11pm. We laughed about old times, me and Nayosha and Brenda- all related to how we all used to get excited about Jesus when we had the Children of God Fellowship Ministries up and running over 10 years ago. I can see how I got to this point in my life. It all started so early on and it grew into happy and sad times. I am blessed with a daughter since then and so many other accomplishments that I can say I appreciate my life. God has truly been good to ME. Looking back and laughing at the good times made me feel proud.